Alas

Yesterday morning, 10dpiui, the test was as white as [insert your favorite white-based metaphor here]. I was so sure I was not pregnant I had a glass of wine with dinner.

Today, 11dpiui, yet another negative. Started spotting this morning. I'll probably get my period tomorrow.

I plan to spend the rest of the weekend doped up on allergy medication (denied to me this whole pollen-filled 2ww) and chocolate. Not sure what our next steps, if any, will be. I don't think I'm ready to call it quits.