In the spirit of desensitization therapy, today I went to lunch with my newly-pregnant coworker and then after work went to a movie with R., my newly-pregnant friend. And I survived! Not only that, but I feel much better. Thanks for all the kind words. Am feeling very proud of myself for bucking up and not letting the bitterness swallow me up.
Sunday was my last day of Clomid, which may or may not have something to do with the lightening of my mood today. Friday morning (CD12) I go in for the first wanding of this cycle, where the decision will be made whether or not to begin Follistim. Fingers crossed that there is something to see.